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Post by kenyangal on Apr 19, 2005 23:41:55 GMT
Sielewi kwa nini niko hapa. Moyo umechanganyikiwa. Sijui tena maana ya maisha. Simaizi tena maanake tabasamu, kwani hiyo pia imepotea kabisa. Sielewi tena maanake furaha . moyo kashindwa kupenda, furaha kajificha kabisa na uchovu na hasara ukatawala . sijui tena chochote kinachofanyika; wala hata hamu ya maisha yenyewe siyaelewi kamwe. Lo! Ndungu zangu! Nawaandikia barua hii kwa moyo mzito- moyo ambao unakataa kuuona siku nyingine. Sijui nafanya nini hapa- najaribu kuona sababu sahihi lakini siipati. Ndungu zangu, sijui niseme nini- kwani hata mdomo kakauka na gumzo siwezi tena kamwe. Huzuni kanijaa pomoni kama mchanga kwenye pwani. Kama ningekuwa na njia ningetoka niliko saa huu na kuwadia nyumbani- lo! Kama ningekuwa na mabawa ningepeperuka na kutoka niliko na kuja mlipo- lo- moyo wangu wakatika! Siku moja nitawadia- na nitarudi kuko huko moyo wangu uliko,na labda maisha tena nitayatamani….na hiyo itakuwa siku njema kwangu…
‘siku njema, siku njema…kweli siku njema?’
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Post by pichez on Apr 20, 2005 12:52:10 GMT
Kenyan gal..Unless you talk to someone and tell them your problem, then no one will be able to really help you. What is making you sooo unhappy? Have you spoken to anyone about it? It helps to talk about things with someone even if they cannot physically do anything to help your situation. You can start with a friend you trust or a family member or even a stranger..You can send me a private message if you like and i can listen.. And if you do..pls do it in english bana..Kiswahili ngumu ;D
PS; I hope this is not a bad joke!!
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Post by """"""" on Apr 20, 2005 13:17:50 GMT
lool..i wanted to write that lakini didnt want to offend the mama so ive been sitting here politely tu mpaka sadiki checks in so he translates it...as in this swa is too tuff, and the swa to english website on the internet is rubbish...and my swa..well lets just say i gave up after reading chochote as chocolate, lakini kenyangal if the gist of it is u r sad then dont worry girl, we all go through it, but always remember it wont always rain, and like pichez said talking does help, sometimes to a buddy, sometimes to a stranger and sometimes to professional..and no theres no shame in seeking professional help especially if its depression as its very easy to confuse sadness and depression..lakini whatever u do.. u cant let it fester as itll only get worse..so take pichez up on her offer, shes a great mama....if i was a guy, id taka for sure..
lakini chief, i look forward to the english version..
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Post by pichez on Apr 20, 2005 13:29:26 GMT
lool..i wanted to write that lakini didnt want to offend the mama so ive been sitting here politely tu mpaka sadiki checks in so he translates it...as in this swa is too tuff, and the swa to english website on the internet is rubbish...and my swa..well lets just say i gave up after reading chochote as chocolate, lakini kenyangal if the gist of it is u r sad then dont worry girl, we all go through it, but always remember it wont always rain, and like pichez said talking does help, sometimes to a buddy, sometimes to a stranger and sometimes to professional..and no theres no shame in seeking professional help especially if its depression as its very easy to confuse sadness and depression..lakini whatever u do.. u cant let it fester as itll only get worse..so take pichez up on her offer, shes a great mama....if i was a guy, id taka for sure.. lakini chief, i look forward to the english version.. Lol @ the chocolate!! I had to read it like 3 times as well coz i was reading chocolate!! And what do mean if you were a guy u wud taka!! Si even now u keep begging me eti sijua Pichez..doing it once with me won't make u gay! Nionjeshe tu..nionjeshe tu..Haki naumia ;D ;D
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Post by """"""" on Apr 20, 2005 13:42:01 GMT
Lol @ the chocolate!! I had to read it like 3 times as well coz i was reading chocolate!! And what do mean if you were a guy u wud taka!! Si even now u keep begging me eti sijua Pichez..doing it once with me won't make u gay! Nionjeshe tu..nionjeshe tu..Haki naumia ;D ;D haki ya ngai pichez..now why r u telling the whole world our business..now see..this is why i stay away from kenyan pudesh, its all mouth and bila action..and if i was beggin then what were u doing ? trust me a dozen roses and a box chocolates to my office is oh and lets not forget the pics of u in lingerie r not enough to even get the ngotha around the ankles, lakini keep trying, ive whittled down the applicants to three people..u, a ugandan mama and a south african..may the best pudesh win.. ;D
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Post by msjones on Apr 20, 2005 13:47:05 GMT
Sielewi kwa nini niko hapa. Moyo umechanganyikiwa. Sijui tena maana ya maisha. Simaizi tena maanake tabasamu, kwani hiyo pia imepotea kabisa. Sielewi tena maanake furaha . moyo kashindwa kupenda, furaha kajificha kabisa na uchovu na hasara ukatawala . sijui tena chochote kinachofanyika; wala hata hamu ya maisha yenyewe siyaelewi kamwe. Lo! Ndungu zangu! Nawaandikia barua hii kwa moyo mzito- moyo ambao unakataa kuuona siku nyingine. Sijui nafanya nini hapa- najaribu kuona sababu sahihi lakini siipati. Ndungu zangu, sijui niseme nini- kwani hata mdomo kakauka na gumzo siwezi tena kamwe. Huzuni kanijaa pomoni kama mchanga kwenye pwani. Kama ningekuwa na njia ningetoka niliko saa huu na kuwadia nyumbani- lo! Kama ningekuwa na mabawa ningepeperuka na kutoka niliko na kuja mlipo- lo- moyo wangu wakatika! Siku moja nitawadia- na nitarudi kuko huko moyo wangu uliko,na labda maisha tena nitayatamani….na hiyo itakuwa siku njema kwangu… ‘siku njema, siku njema…kweli siku njema?’ this is a quote from a book by Ken walibora called siku njema very nice kiswahili book i don't think no pun intended i guess
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Post by pichez on Apr 20, 2005 13:56:24 GMT
haki ya ngai pichez..now why r u telling the whole world our business..now see..this is why i stay away from kenyan pudesh, its all mouth and bila action..and if i was beggin then what were u doing ? trust me a dozen roses and a box chocolates to my office is oh and lets not forget the pics of u in lingerie r not enough to even get the ngotha around the ankles, lakini keep trying, ive whittled down the applicants to three people..u, a ugandan mama and a south african..may the best pudesh win.. ;D """"""" dear, didn't u know i juz did that to make u feel better..I mean after all the crying and feeling sorry for yourself, i decided lemmie cheer you up. Trust me they didnt mean jack. Oh those pics are not of me..Am afraid if i sent you my pics you wud stalk my a$$ forever ;D
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Post by pichez on Apr 20, 2005 13:59:09 GMT
this is a quote from a book by Ken walibora called siku njema very nice kiswahili book i don't think no pun intended i guess I swear!! I hope to God that i didn't get all emotional and nice over a quote from a book!! Kwanza in swa that i forced myself to understand!! Kenyangal ebu explain
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Post by Qute on Apr 20, 2005 19:34:30 GMT
Phew!! Me sitting here thinking someone has a kamba round her neck kumbe twas only a shairi! Kenyangal dont be a prankster!
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Post by kirkydumf on Apr 20, 2005 21:27:29 GMT
I swear!! I hope to God that i didn't get all emotional and nice over a quote from a book!! Kwanza in swa that i forced myself to understand!! Kenyangal ebu explain You are so kind hearted!! My first reaction was to tell kenyangal to get a go^da?mn pint and chill like there is no tomorrow... you know, justlike "gal,knock it off already!!" but look at you going all motherly nuts..hehee If i ever meet you I shall cry crocodile tears and pretend like I am all low&down & in need of some or else I die...and I wont be surprised if you go~ohh baiby boy, pole sana its ok.. I am here for you, onja my pawpaw kidogo lakini mbakie tu mr. pichez kidogo...lol
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Post by nelstar on Apr 20, 2005 22:22:52 GMT
si mzaha, yote hayo niliyoandika hapo awali-asanteni kwa mawaidha. they say when it rains, it pours.. but they never said it will not stop.....so just hang in there! situations change
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Post by """"""" on Apr 21, 2005 9:07:53 GMT
Lol missed this, so just for you """"""", here’s my quick translation . Pichez that’s really good advice. quick translation:I don’t understand why I’m here. My heart aches [with confusion]. I no longer see any meaning to life. I no longer see a reason to smile, for even that has evaporated. I see no reason to be happy. My heart loves no more, happiness eludes me; my heart is empty and weary. I don’t understand what is happening to me; I feel no the desire to live. Brothers [and sisters] I write you this letter with a heavy heart – one that would rather not see another day. I have tried to understand why I’m really here, but I can find no explanation. What more can I say? My mouth is dry and words fail me. My being is filled with sadness like the sands on beach. If I could, I would leave this place and come home. If I had wings, I would fly to you –alas- my heart is broken! Someday I shall return where my heart is [home], maybe then life will be worth living…and that will be a good day for me. Good day, good day, is it really a good day? ah cheers sana for that chief...i knew u wldnt let a mama down..now kila kitu is crystal clear...i shall refrain from making other comments and offering any advice coz lets face it, it wld be like the blind leading the blind..this country sucks and being miserable is the order of the day...btw have u heard from our resident bard mdosi ama he is now a full-timer in misterseed, haki wacha i go and tafuta him there and embarrass him by jifanyaing im his wife and ive busted his azz wrting love poems for other mamas...bwahahahahah...
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Post by """"""" on Apr 21, 2005 9:08:21 GMT
You are so kind hearted!! My first reaction was to tell kenyangal to get a go^da?mn pint and chill like there is no tomorrow... you know, justlike "gal,knock it off already!!" but look at you going all motherly nuts..hehee If i ever meet you I shall cry crocodile tears and pretend like I am all low&down & in need of some or else I die...and I wont be surprised if you go~ohh baiby boy, pole sana its ok.. I am here for you, onja my pawpaw kidogo lakini mbakie tu mr. pichez kidogo...lol @ kirk - awww...laawwwwddd..i thot friday was azz lickin day..ati pichez is first sensible and now she is kind hearted ? wewe wachana na opp - other people's pudesh..and stick to ur pictures...which i see are many, dont u have real women where u come from ? and as for crocodile tears..scrap that and make it fisi tears because u sound like a grade A hound..always salivating after pudesh...
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Post by pichez on Apr 21, 2005 10:51:12 GMT
You are so kind hearted!! My first reaction was to tell kenyangal to get a go^da?mn pint and chill like there is no tomorrow... you know, justlike "gal,knock it off already!!" but look at you going all motherly nuts..hehee If i ever meet you I shall cry crocodile tears and pretend like I am all low&down & in need of some or else I die...and I wont be surprised if you go~ohh baiby boy, pole sana its ok.. I am here for you, onja my pawpaw kidogo lakini mbakie tu mr. pichez kidogo...lol Lol Kirk, I can see you're still sleeping! Dreaming that is..You think a few crocodile tears wud make me unleash pudesh that easily..{Eti onja my pawpaw kidogo Lol!} Kwanza i don't like men who cry..There was this ex of mine who used to cry nikimshow namdump!! I bought it afew times before i discovered they were crocodile tears..since then i cant stand a cry baby!! But i think i would like to see you crying over my pudesh hehehe..But of course i wudn't unleash! By the way ebu toboa what cut btwn you and """"""" coz man is she on your case!! I suggested that she katiad you and you lengad the vibe but she bit my head off so maybe you can shed some light on the matter.. @""""""".. I AM Sensible and kind hearted and all the other nice things that kirk will continue to say about me so DEAL WITH IT GAL!!
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Post by """"""" on Apr 21, 2005 11:20:24 GMT
Lol Kirk, I can see you're still sleeping! Dreaming that is..You think a few crocodile tears wud make me unleash pudesh that easily..{Eti onja my pawpaw kidogo Lol!} Kwanza i don't like men who cry..There was this ex of mine who used to cry nikimshow namdump!! I bought it afew times before i discovered they were crocodile tears..since then i cant stand a cry baby!! But i think i would like to see you crying over my pudesh hehehe..But of course i wudn't unleash! By the way ebu toboa what cut btwn you and """"""" coz man is she on your case!! I suggested that she katiad you and you lengad the vibe but she bit my head off so maybe you can shed some light on the matter.. @""""""".. I AM Sensible and kind hearted and all the other nice things that kirk will continue to say about me so DEAL WITH IT GAL!! first things first this topic on cry babies...dont even get me started...i had an ex who used to start balling when id drop hints that we shd split up..i remember one time he had misplaced something of mine...was it a dildo ama my lipgloss...hmm, my memory escapes me lakini it was important and i was furaing even more by the minute and after looking for it pamoja bila success i semad i think we shd split up...he burst into tears..haiyaaa..i had to explain that id meant he takes one section of the flat and i take the other...karibu i sema like that old insurance dude on telly "calm down dear"..needless to say i left his azz eventually, ninja style kwanza, i packed my sh*t and crept out of digs undercover of darkness tee hee...ps dont get me wrong im not against men crying, we r all human and its not a sign of weakness..lakini this dude took it too far...and the worrying bit is, i dont think they werent crocodile tears.. noooooowwww...ati i have to deal with what ? pichez wacha siasa, theres exactly nothing going one btwn me and kirk..he simply annoys me and like an itch i have to scratch it..and if he andikas anything to the contrary his azz as they say is grass..and i wldnt take compliments from kirk as a good thang, now if sadiki spks, then come and we shall endelea this here conversation..and its true... tears.. pints..kfc. and that pudesh has been unleashed...spread love pichez..not ur legs ;D
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